I was sitting among the trees just above Shishi (pronounced
Shy-shy), a beach on the Washington coast marking the northern
end of Olympic National Park's coastal strip. Forty-some miles
of beach, boulder fields, seal carcasses and starfish behind
me; ahead, a ten mile walk up the hill, through the woods, and
across the Makah Nation reservation to Neah Bay and the first
of several buses home. That first bus would leave the next morning
at 8:45, so I'd break camp at about 5:00. At least, in June,
it's light at that time. Solstice was two days ago.
Shishi can be a real spooky place when there's no one else
around. The last of the day-trippers left two or three hours
ago, and one party of three coming up the coast passed through
shortly thereafter. In casual discussion I'd asked about just
how large their SUV was (they'd mentioned that they were going
back to Seattle that night), but they weren't biting. So there
I sat, watching the shadows get really long. When all you have
to your west is the Pacific Ocean, shadows can get really long.
Then I heard loud, rowdy voices, and three couples, local
Makah, from appearances, tumbled down the steep trail from above.
One of the women checked out my tent and said she'd never seen
its like. Her boyfriend walked right up, sat down right next
to me, I mean, right next to me, and started asking questions.
Who was I, and where was I from, and how did I like it here,
harmless questions, really, but I got a bit unnerved by this
stranger sitting next to me, asking so many questions about me.
Eventually, his friends called out for him, and he went on down
to the beach, out of view from my campsite among the gnarled
trees.
I became concerned enough that I scribbled down all the information
I could about this guy and his friends. I tucked this in a discreet
corner of my backpack, sat and fretted.
The guy, Martin, returned, with a couple of beers, offered
me one. I thanked him, declined, explaining to him that alcohol
gives me the runs. He sat again, and started asking questions
about living in a big city. He told me he'd tried it, once, but
all it got him was three years in juvie hall. I finally realized
that I was in no danger from him or his friends, and that his
openness and bluntness were just ways that he was different from
me. We talked for a time. He explained that his girlfriend wanted
to watch the sunset, and so here they all were. I told him that
I wanted to be out here for the solstice; he nodded in appreciation.
He asked me at some point how I liked it here. I answered that
this was "a good place." He repeated that, "a
good place," and nodded.
By the time he headed back down to the beach I felt much more
comfortable. An hour or so later, a woman park ranger stopped
in, from the summer station a few miles down the beach. We chatted
a bit about my trip, about her spotted owl research, and about
working for the National Park Service. A short time after she
headed back down the beach, Martin and his friends passed by,
apparently leaving. "Hey, I thought you guys wanted to see
the sunset?"
"That ranger threw us off the beach," Martin explained.
"Well, that sure was shitty," I offered. But Martin
just shrugged and headed back up the trail with his friends.
On 13 July
1775, a Spanish expeditionary vessel stopped at a place that
is now called Ruby Beach, about 75 miles south of Shishi. A small
landing party rowed ashore, carved a cross on a rock, planted
a rock, and claimed it all for Spain.
Next day, 14
July 1775, the second ship in the expedition, the Sonora, stopped
at the mouth of the Hoh River, a few miles further north. A landing
party was sent ashore to gather firewood and water. As ship's
officer Juan Francisco de la Bodega y Quadra watched through
his spyglass, the party ashore was ambushed and killed by a bunch
of natives wielding stone axes. Both ships continued north.
At the mouth
of the Hoh now sits the Hoh Indian Reservation, but the ambush
may well have been conducted by either the Hoh or their neighbors,
the Quileute. Many tribes raided along the coast for slaves,
so the Spaniards may well have been seen as just another bunch
of thugs looking for booty of one kind or another.
A fort was
eventually built at Neah Bay, among the Makah, but the Spaniards
abandoned it after a few years, claiming that the natives were
"a sullen people." This has usually been interpreted
as 'We got tired of being picked off one at a time.' Nobody abandons
an outpost because the locals are grouchy.
On the third of the seven or eight buses from Neah Bay, I
started talking with a woman who'd been onboard from the start.
She was Makah, named Cheryl, and was on her way to visit relatives
in Seattle. On the very first bus, I recall the bus driver asking
her about an aid car he'd seen in front of a house of another
relative of hers (it is a real small town) - she told the driver
that the guy in question had drunk rubbing alcohol.
Our conversation started because we were both chiding a kid
who got on board the bus outside of Sequim for not wearing his
bike helmet. He'd been in a minor accident and had hamburgered
himself up pretty well.
We eventually talked of Sasquatch, of the spirit world, of
ghosts. We compared the olivella shells I'd gathered near the
mouth of the Ozette River with the ones on the necklace she had
tucked away. She told me of the rare black olivellas that were
more highly prized (later research told me those were a species
that occurred further offshore - harder to gather!)
At one point I had a question for her: I'd heard, for the
past several years, that one was supposed to give money to the
Makah when going to Shishi. But I'd only heard this from white
folks, so I didn't know if it was guilt talking, or what. I could
see from the map that Shishi was a part of the national park,
but I knew that I passed through tribal land to reach the bus
at Neah Bay. There was a sign at Isabelle Ida's, one of the last
houses on the road that leads to Shishi, offering "self-contained
camping," whatever that was. I'd heard from various sources
that one should leave a gift of money with Isabelle, but I was
always just passing quickly through at six in the morning. What
was up with all that?
Yes, Cheryl told me, it was appropriate to make a donation
to visit Shishi, as, though it may be on the map as being included
in the national park, it was a Makah burial ground. She did offer
that Isabelle died some time back, and that relatives had taken
over the property. She didn't come right out and speak ill of
these people, but she did tell me that she made a donation to
the Makah Museum at Neah Bay in Isabelle's memory whenever she
visited Shishi, and she thought that was an appropriate gift
to the Makah. I like that idea.
We visited La Push, on the Washington coast, this past spring,
staying at the cabins owned and operated by the Quileute Tribe.
I had previously learned, from a Clallam County Transit driver
who is also a Quileute, that the tribe has repeatedly voted down
opening a casino on the reservation, choosing instead to expand
the resort and cabins. They have consciously rejected the quick
buck of gambling and the alcohol that accompanies it as negative
influences on their people.
One of our walks along the beach concluded with a scramble
up a crumbly mud cliff, and a wet slog through devil's-club,
skunk cabbage, and salal to reach the road that would take us
back to the cabins. As we neared town, we met a woman named Jewel,
who was toting, among other works of art, a dream-catcher she
had made. Jodie really liked it, but we had no money with us,
so we had to let it pass.
Next, we met a local named Pat, who seemed more than a bit
out of sorts. He did tell us that the only thing keeping him
going was that there was going to be a drum circle that night,
and that he was trying to hold on until then. He invited us;
the very act of asking us seemed to start to bring him out of
his funk.
He'd told us that the drum circle was potluck, and would be
held at the La Push Community Center. While I was trying to figure
out how we could fix anything for the potluck on the tiny hot
plate at the cabin, Jodie and Kathy drove into Forks for groceries,
and to pick up a sandwich platter at the local Subway.
By the time we made it to the drum circle, nearly everyone
there had eaten, but those working in the kitchen made it a point
to thank Jodie for the sandwiches. We found a table near the
back, and tried to act inobtrusive.
A dozen or so men stood at the front of the gym, dressed in
street clothes, holding small, tambourine-sized drums, which
they beat as they sang in the Quileute language. All the drums,
we were to discover, were made and painted by their owners. Most
of the other people seated in a loose circle around the men accompanied
them on their own drums. Everyone else clapped, or thumped the
table tops. People would join the circle, either to talk about
what the drum circle meant to them, or to bring up important
tribal news.
Rather early on, one of the speakers noted that they had guests
that evening, and invited us to introduce ourselves. We did so,
saying, "Pat invited us." They all welcomed us, and
at one point included us in one of their dances.
We noticed that whenever someone joined the circle to make
their contribution, a song, a dance, or even a few words, one
of the elders in the circle quietly handed that contributor some
money. After that elder spoke, another member of the circle would
hand him some folded bills, which he would inspect gravely, and
stick in his pocket. After our dance, he came up to us and handed
us each a buck and shook our hands.
I wish you could have seen the respect and care with which
one of the teenaged boys, wearing a Kobe Bryant jersey, helped
an woman probably in her seventies from her seat and into the
circle, where she led a song. Then he escorted her back to her
seat.
I wish you could have heard the silence when a woman got up
and said that she had just been with the Quinaults, who had lost
seven lives that month from alcohol-related accidents, and as
she spoke of the need to unite against these these and other
problems.
I wish you could have heard Pat talk haltingly about how much
the drum circle meant to his holding on against his own demons.
I wish I had noticed when the concluding song strayed off
into a few bars of "Sha-na-na-na, Sha-na-na-na, Hey-hey-hey,
Good-bye!" But they'd stayed in rhythm, and I missed it.
Jodie and Kathy caught it, and cracked up laughing, along with
the guys in the circle.
Afterwards, Jodie found Jewel selling her wares, and bought
the dream catcher.
Drum circle is held every Wednesday night, now at the new
Quileute Community Center, about half a mile from the road's
end at La Push.